What's there to do?

How much longer will this drag on?
This constant feeling of loneliness and neglection,
Has gone on for long enough.
I didn't realise how much i depended on you.
I was foolish enough to think i would last.
I don't want to admit my wrongs,
But i'm still angry for your wrongs.
I'm sorry.
I know i'm stupid.
I know i'm selfish.
What can i do?
Tell me because i don't know.
I'm angry at you.
But i don't want to stay away either.
Such helplessness,
Kills me inside.
............