And you're gone again...

You're no longer here to dry my tears,
Leaving my face tear-streaked.
I don't want to lose you,
But you're already gone.
I held onto you for as long as i could,
But you slipped away.
You make me miserable,
But i'll endure it.
Nothing could be more painful than being away from you.
I wish i could make you happier,
Instead i cause you trouble.
If i was a better person,
You would've stayed.
As i type this,
Tears flood my eyes.
It feels like my heart no longer has a pulse.
Everything feels numb.
The darkness closes in,
And i'm left dead and lifeless...