Tired of the L i e s~

Its strange how sometimes it takes you a while to discover something you're already knowledgeable about.
It took me a while to accept something that didn't need much thought,
But i guess it just took a long time to enforce my decision.
Now that i've overcome this "obstacle" i think i've earned a bit of freedom.
However,
Has anything really changed?
Now that we're "reunited",
Is there anything thats different.
I still miss you.
I still feel empty.
You still don't talk to me.
We're still apart.
So what have i gained from making my move?
What is there to be happy about?
Perhaps its too early to complain,
Or perhaps you're just taking me for a ride.
I don't know what to think,
And i don't know what you're leading me to think.
Sometimes you speak to me as if i mean the world to you,
But it feels like i'm nothing.
You confuse me ever so much,
Why can't you do what you say?
Stop contradicting yourself.
Stop hurting me...