I'll give up my everything to see you smile...

Its hard to move past the bad,
When i've been dwelling over it for so long.
Its like the darkness becomes a part of you,
And it slowly consumes your soul.
Then one day,
You're a completely changed person.
Your heart no longer beats,
Your mind no longer functions,
You're dead inside.
Why should i live on if i already feel so dead?

There's a few things that need to be said,
A few things that i've been procrastinating for a while.
I've tried to block out my thoughts,
My memories,
And everything.
But i guess my mind runs on its own and everything returns.
After seeing you for the first time in a while,
My mind hasn't been able to get past it all.
I should be focusing on other things,
But my mind seems to only think of you.
I'm not sure what i want to say,
But i know there are words that haven't been spoken.

Please, forget about me.
I don't want you to look back and see regret.
Hate me,
Despise me.
Don't harvest love for me anymore.
I want you to continue on with your life.
Don't let me hold you back.
You left me,
And i let you walk away.
We had fun while it lasted,
But it really is the end.
So please,
Don't come back.
All i want is for you to be happy,
But it seems when we're together i always end up hurting you.
I'm dying from being away from you,
But it hurts even more knowing that you're sad...
I love you...
But do me a favour and just remove me from your memory...

Don't be sad,
Smile,
Be happy:)